To all my DID friends:

I'm unsure wot is going on with us exactly... I don't know if n e of u will c this,since it's not in the usual place i've posted....

I'm lost. I'm frightened. I don't know wot we're doing.

I've 'dumped' my whole team! I was so angry.

I'm not at the point of feeling sorry i did it, nor regretting it and wanting to talk to n e of them.

Yet.

I probably will be at some point tho.

I feel there is simply no hope for us. I read lots of stuff about ppls beautiful success stories.

I'm tired....

of trying.

of giving a shit.

of giving in to the suggestion of others who tell me wot i'm capable of achieving.

wot do they know???

they don't know 'me'

We know 'us'!!

We hate 'them'.

Not all of us hate them, but the two up now do.

I hope this reaches any of my DID 'friends', bcoz n e non DID person who reads this will probably think I'm completely off my rocker....

Just to make sure I'm going to tag some of you.....

@destructive

@Appleblossom

@Bellarose75

@Former-Member

Sorry to all my friends i didn't put here... I hope u will c this post thru others replies...

evry thing is supa hard rite now, but I wanted this to reach sum1 amongst us who 'gets' this misery.

Luv and hope 2 all my DID comrades 😞