derogatory voice inside my head

@Former-Member Oh EOR what a beautiful post. I had no idea about your beautiful girl still talking with you that is beautiful . I had a dream of my grandma where in brief she came up close to me and hugged me. I felt the hug and I started crying ..... I woke up sobbing. That often happens when someone has died they come into a dream just standing smiling softly looking at me in a kind way. On the odd occasions they talk to me. I am a very spiritual person.

I once saw a renown clairvoiant who said I have a spirit attached to me. He is not a good one. One that smelt terribly. She also said some other things about me and where I live which she couldnt have known before hand.Could it be him which is causing all the problems idk. Do I believe in evil and good yes but it is not that black and white there is a grey area in between.

Thanks again EOR. I love you. peaxxx

@Former-Member I just woke up after having a nice warm nap in my pea pod. Went down to 6 degrees where I am last night 😮 . Have a couple more hours before my ex and son2 come home so will enjoy the pea ce and quiet while it lasts. You are a lovely person and I will definately take on your advice. Have a beautiful day my friend EOR. Love peaxxx

@Bunniekins I was wondering if this breakthrough with voices could be that you are worried about your son overseas? That feeling of not being able to physically help and comfort them stirs up intense feelings.

i am worried about my son and his family at the moment (marital problems) and feel powerless. And although I don't actually hear a voice in my head I have lots of chatter/arguments with myself in my head. I have literally spoken words out in public without realising. It is draining. If knitting isn't your thing, could you try drawing, or painting or diamond art. I like working with shells it really makes you focus and time passes. Take care 💐🌺

@Former-Member Thank you Always-hope for your kind reply. It could be re son as I am very worried about him. I will ask my psychiatrist all of this when I see her. The only thing is when I hear the voice I am not thinking of my son the voice just intrudes into my head. That is the best way to describe it it is an intruder in my normal thoughts.

hugs my sister @Bunniekins :

I agree with @Former-Member , @Former-Member , @myheartache , @Mazarita

I myself have had some experiences too

That was beautiful @Former-Member I am so sorry for the pain that you have had to endure in your life 💐

The only way I can describe the thoughts I get is that I feel haunted. It can get me anytime and it's like all the things I have ever said or done wrong and they bombard me. Thankfully I don't hear a voice but my own inner turmoil. @Bunniekins @Shaz51 @Mazarita @myheartache And everyone else, my wish would be for it to all disappear and give you all peace. 💛💜

Hello @Former-Member @I have been watching the program about kindy aged children and the elderly. Not all the time, i just seem to change the channel and there it is. The elderly feel forgotten by their family's feel like they have no purpose left in life. They withdraw physically and emotionally. But wow, when those little ones walkin they come alive.

i really believe loneliness is a killer. If Everyone could reach out to others who are lonely like volunteering your time to just pour a cup of tea, just having a chat and a reason to leave the house I think Everyone involved would be so much happier.

Please don't give up on life. There is love in the world and you have found it on here and you could in the real world too. We can't change the past but we can shape our future. To all out there who have got this far, you HAVE SURVIVED....YOU ARE A FIGHTER 💐🌻💛