Hey everyone,
@Bunniekins Love the GIF Pea 🙂 Hope you're doing better my beautiful friend. Sending you warm bunny hugs xx
@Former-Member Wow your shell craft is absolutely beautiful! xx
@Mazarita That's an interesting thought, I know I can be extremely sensitive to weather. And I'm hypersensitive to sight, sound & touch too, especially if I'm manic. It's like having a super power, but it's not so super! Lol. And yes picky eater here too!
So I have to adult today and finish cleaning up. I've been on my own for a week. Which I'd like to say has been blissful except emotionally after a few stressful weeks I just was engulfed by depression. I find I can sometimes postpone an episode so I can function and do what needs to be done, but I cannot prevent the inevitable and once it's safe to do so I crash.
My meds are still not perfect. And I'm exhausted from the roller coaster of trying new things, being spiked into butterfly net territory and having to deal with the fall out. I'm back on a lower dosage of my original med now which has settled things down and stopped the rage and SI.
I see my pdoc in a week so I think I just want to stay here for a while and catch my breath. It's very possible that this will be as good as it gets. As long as the meds prevent the rage & SI and keep me safe, I may have to learn to just live with the rest. Mixed episodes and rapid cycling sucks. But at least it fuels my creative side.
@Shaz51 @Appleblossom @frog @Dimity @Meowmy @HenryX @rivergal @Bow
And all others travelling through, hope you have a warm & snuggly Sunday xx
BB 🐰💙