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What’s next?

Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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My love you around?

@Bellarose75

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Sorry beautiful I am struggling since Mother's Day and haven't had anything to give. I am truly sorry I missed you though. Love you @Lee82


Since I have no words worth sharing right now, I will you you all with my lastest bit of art.

Arrrr f'n sideways again. Unfortunately my placement of the snow capped mountain was off so you can really my ballerina

@Zoe7 @Anastasia @Eve7 @Faith-and-Hope @Emelia8 @Bunniekins @outlander @NatureLover

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Oh @Bellarose75 they are fabulous!!!!

I especially love the bottom right, colours are divine xox

thank you for sharing

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@Lee82 I am okay Hon. Still not well but getting there slowly. Work is really full on at the moment but I am managing. Had Tobes at the vet today but he is okay. Also had Clover's last vaccination until next year. Thank goodness Cat is still doing well. We certainly have a full house with lots of fur baby antics lol

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My beautiful @Bellarose75 those paintings are amazing. I absolutely love them. I am so very sorry you have been struggling since Mother's Day. I wish I could be with you right now my love so I can give you a big hug.
I miss you so very very very very much. 😢😢

I love you unconditionally, always and forever, to infinity and beyond 💗💗

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So sorry to hear you haven't been well hun. Hope you feel better soon. sending you some love and hugs. 💜💜
Happy to hear all fur babies are doing well even though tobes has been at the vet. 🐱🐱🐶

Life has been ridiculously busy for me too. Been trying to keep it together the best I can during the day but seem to fall apart at night.
anyway hun hope you can find sometime this weekend to self care and relax.
I have missed everyone so much. It's just been difficult to be here.
@Zoe7

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Sometimes we need time away from things @Lee82 and that can include the forum. When you are here and for how much needs to be entirely up to you and what you can realistically do - so much love and some squishy hugs ...just for being you

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Thank you my beautiful friend. Do you have much on for the weekend? @Zoe7

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Yes a lot to do @Lee82 Have to sort out all our Art projects for each child, start reports and catch up on some other planning and paperwork. Need to visit my health fund office tomorrow as I cannot do it online but that should be a quick visit. Then going to take a little time out to watch the footy tomorrow afternoon and Sunday and spend some time with my fur babies. It is supposed to be very cold here this weekend so happy to spend that time inside in the warmth. Do you have much on?

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Wow that is a pretty full on weekend hun. Glad to hear you are going to take sometime out to watch footy. A little self care for you sounds like a great plan. 😉

I don't have much on tomorrow. I have to help mum out for a couple hours at her coffee job and I have a guy coming over to mow my lawns because it just has gotten way too long for me to do and I have a pretty big backyard. Hopefully the weather holds out for him.

Sunday Mr9 has his footy match at 10.30 then I have to go to another footy ground to work in the canteen which is something new I am doing now every Sunday to make some extra money as I can no longer survive on what I get. Ex husband has cut child support in half because he is an a**hole. Both kids go to private schools and together their school fees are $10,000 a year. I just don't have the heart to take them out of their schools. They have been through enough change. So anyway we will see how this job goes. Last Sunday was my first day and it went ok. I had a few triggers and feeling a little unsafe and the loud noises the spectators make is very unsettling for me but I guess it's just another issue I have to put up with.

@Zoe7

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