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What’s next?

Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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@Zoe7 , I hope your kids where kind to you today my friend. Sending you some love and light and hopes for an easy night.

@Shaz51 , @Schitzo @Clawde @Eve7 @Emelia8 @Lee82 @Bunniekins

Wishing you all a calm night

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They were @Bellarose75 Despite a super busy day the highlight is always the kids and how much they love Art. Happy to be home with my fur babies now though where I can have some 'help' doing the work I need to do. Toby like to sit next to me and Clover has taken to trying to type for me lol

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@Bellarose75 Hey sweety wishing you and all on the thread pea ce and love tonight. Especially @Emelia8 . Pea is thinking of you hunny. Love to all peaxxxx

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Thank you @Bellarose75 for your lovely words yesterday.

Hi @Bunniekins @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Schitzo @Emelia8

Have a good night everyone - hope you get some rest.

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Hi @frog,

I hope your day is a good one 👋🌼

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My gorgeous friend, where are you? Are you safe? Missing you heaps and hoping that you are doing ok. Would love to "see" you here soon. Love you 3000 to infinity and beyond Always @Lee82

Good morning beautiful Em, sending you all the hugs you can handle, and the hopes that today you find a little peace in your world. Always in my heart @Emelia8

Dearest @Anastasia , really hoping that you are still resting well my friend. May today be easier than yesterday, your load feel a little lighter and someone can make you smile just a little and feel the warmth in your heart.

My princess pea, you always make me smile and I am so very happy to count this very special person as my friend. Thank you for always being kind, love you heaps @Bunniekins

@Good Morning @Zoe7 , happy Thursday my wonderful friend. May your day go quickly but productivity, may your coffee be strong than your kids attitude and you get more love from your fur babies than you can't handle. Thank for always be that kind, wise and thoughtful voice of reason when we need it.

Morning @outlander , wishing you a very gentle day little one. Hoping there will be moments for yourself today, moments of peace, moments of joy and a moment where you see the wonderfully kind, giving, loving, compassionate person I and so many see in you. Thank you for being you.

@Eve7 , good morning friend. I hope you wake today feeling rested. Though your path may feel rough and dark at times, I hope you will stop and see the patches of light through the darkness, feel the warmth of someone friendship amd feel the love and support of your friends and family here. Thank you for always being kind and supportive

To @Sans911 , @Snowie , @Shaz51 , @MDT , @Maggie @Schitzo , @Clawde ,

@Faith-and-Hope, @frog @The-red-centaur @Eden1919 @Judi9877 and those I have missed, may your day be kind and gentle, may your todo lists be short and you feel someone's kindness and support. Thank you all for the hand of friendship that you have extended to all of me.

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Morning lovely, what on earth are you doing awake at this ungodly hour? I hope you are ok my friend @Anastasia

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Hi beautiful @Bellarose75

Sleep doesn't last long of late with worry about my boy. How about you? Are you ok?

Thank you for your lovely message 😘

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If there was only a way to unplug the mother in us just for one night but also know our kids where 100% safe while we did. Sorry you aren't getting as much rest as you need right now my friend. Sorry your boy is struggling so very much, if he is anything like his mum, it's definitely not fair.

I slept solid for 4 hours so for me that is a godsend, usually sleep in a max of 2 hour blocks. I am struggling right now but it really just feels like that is how life is going to be for a while, working my way back to the light, to independence, and some quality of life.

I meant every word, you are a wonderful friend to have @Anastasia

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Morning @Clawde

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