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Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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@Anastasia love to you Anastasia and yours. xxx

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I’m ok @Anastasia just a bit blah and I’ve slept all afternoon but I did my social stuff this morning.

It’s been 30 here today.

Hi @Bunniekins 💚💚💚

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@Eve7 Get Eve7 :D just struggling here trying to thread a needle with my shakey hand ..... not having much luck :@

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I hear you with feeling blah @Eve7,

30, oh I do love the hot weather. I'm glad you were able to catch up with friends this morning. I hope your week off is as lovely as mine was. Safe travels too, wave to me as you fly over as we have a lot of planes daily. What day do you arrive?

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Thank you @Bunniekins love to.you and yours too my sweet pea 🙏🤗💚

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I’ll certainly wave to you @Anastasia on Monday when I fly in. I’ll be with Mum for her birthday.

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Hello @Bellarose75 hope you're ok beautiful girl ❤️

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Hi @Clawde I see you buddy 😊

Hope you're ok?

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@Clawde Hey beautiful and good morning to you. Hope you are having a kind and caring weekend. Love peaxxx

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I am absolutely overwhelmed by all the love and support I have received from each and everyone of my wonderful friends. I cannot thank you all enough for your kind words. I would love to respond to each of you personally like I normally would do. I just don't have the capacity right now so I hope you all will understand.
I know you all have your own stuff going on right now and I so wish I could be there to support you all but I am really not ok right now and I am kind of stuck in a pretty dark Plac e. Please know that you are all on my mind every single day and am always hoping that you are able to see a little light and some sparkle in your days. I love you all very much and would love to send you all gentle hugs.
@Eve7 @Bellarose75 @Bunniekins @Anastasia @outlander @Emelia8 @Sans911 @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @Zoe7 @Faith-and Hope @Former-Member

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