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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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Re: Let's talk DID and dissociation

Okie @Bellarose75, missed you.
things have been hard.

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Sorry to hear that @Fluttershy1 , but understand as things have been hard for us as well. I am not here that much and sometimes when I am I just support posts as I have at a lot to give right now. 🌸

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@Bellarose75 - it's scary sometimes, not knowing what to expect.... I just wanna run and hide..

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Hi all 😊

i may b pretty quiet at times but im here... we're all here.

Being honest about all this is still a fairly new thing.

We're so happy 2 have found u all 😁

looking 4ward 2 seeing more posts & hopefully adding sum of our own.

🐝 well evry1

❌

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@Fluttershy1 , I know honey how scary it gets for you and that it's not easy. You are brave and strong and you will be ok.

@Unlonely1 , Our host use to fight the switching all the time for the same reasons. The uncertainity of what was going to happen if we switched. Things could be as simple as drinking a drink the host didn't to leaving the house in the middle of the night to go for a walk. It took a long time of therapy before they stopped fighting the switching. I struggle with the switching even now, with one alter being sucidal and also self harms I feel the need to stay present. I hope you can find some ways that will work for you.

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@Bellarose75 - Host is not having a good day, very emotional and not good.
She is safe

*Ava*

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@Former-Member @Bellarose75
Is it normal for alters to have their own mental disorders, to the point where the entire system combined has a lot of disorders (e.g. depression, ocd, anxiety, adhd, anorexia)

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@Former-Member , to be honest I really don't know for sure. Wondered if that was possible as I am an acoholic but the host is not, I know one of the other alters has ocd but not the host, so I guess it might be possible. How are doing today?

@Fluttershy1 , I am sorry things are hard sweetie

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@Bellarose75 okay-ish, just watching random animes to pass the time
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