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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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I was just wondering if anyone freaks out a bit that the whole community on Sane may be reading this entire conversation? Like it's ok and all that but it kinda freaks one of us out a bit.

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@Unlonely1 Thanks. Reading that makes us feel better. I think somehow someone thought the anon factor could be guessed. But that's kind of an unrealistic thought. Perspective was needed. Thanks again

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@MySunrise @I get nervous someone might know me in real life but I think I can be overly suspicious too.

@MySunrise @Former-Member @Unlonely1 how are you all?

im really struggling. Had an incident the other night and had to go to hospital. Was awful. I just feel over life. I don't even know what to write, I'm so tired. How do you live when a part of you just hates you?

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ím sσ tírєd, í dσnt fєєl líkє í hαvє thє єnєrgч 2 tαcklє ít n є mσrє...

íf lífє wαs єvєrєst, í jst gσt σff thє plαnє ín nєpαl!

í hαvєnt єvєn lєft thє αírpσrt чєt 😫

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Hey @destructive, sorry to hear you're having a really rough time at the moment. Sounds like you're struggling with some pretty intense thoughts - I hope you've got some support around you so you can talk it through. Maybe even chatting to a helpline might be a good idea. If part of you hates you, then that means there are other parts that don't... maybe try sitting with and listening to those parts, and seeing if they might lead to a little self-compassion and kindness tonight

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@destructive Hey it's hard. But I think the best thing is to remember that in the outside world not everyone is friends with everyone else. And also bully's are usually unkind because they are jealous so there must be something special about you. Embrace the special because you are worth it. The one who hates you is probably jealous and actually scared and lonely but they'd never admit that. Love 'em with kindness I say.
Hang in there. I like chatting with you.

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@Unlonely1

It's so exhausting I know.

Hey every system, let's make a challenge. We challenge us all to do 1 thing that makes one of us feel special and ok. The only catch is to type it on the thread.
It can be as simple as a cup of tea.

Come on we deserve it

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Also. I'm sorry you ended up in hospital. I hope you are ok.

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@MySunrise That's nice of you to say. Not feeling very ok and the worst is it's making me so snappy with my kid. He doesn't deserve that.

something special for just one part or alter right? Not all of them? That would be tough. I imagine I should figure a way to do it for the though one but I'm not sure what or how. Might need to see what others do for ideas

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