AaronHNew Contributor
Looking for advice and suggestions..
Hi, I have recently joined and only just worked out how to even make a post, I am struggling to write this post without constantly retracting my words and starting over.
I am a young adult, well I am starting to close in on the 30s..I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder in my early teens when my mother organised appointments with a psychologist when I was 12. My unstable upbringing and a house fire, loss of my great grandmother and the absence of my father in my life, had the psychologist believing that my depression was undiagnosed from early childhood.
In my late teens I developed a substance use disorder which later developed into polysubstance and then substance-induced psychotic disorder. I was admitted to psychiatric treatment a number of times in my early 20s and have since been diagnosed with schizo-affective disorder.
I'm 26 years old now and really struggling in my day to day life, I thought I'd try and reach out on this forum to make an effort to improve my understanding of my condition and get some advice as to how others cope with their conditions.
I recently began seeing a Clinical Psychologist who has diagnosed me with all the above mentioned conditions including Adult ADHD, Generalised and Social Anxiety Disorder and to top it all off, an advoidant and dependent personality disorder.
So many labels, I don't even know where to begin on how to comprehend the diagnosis but am looking for information, advice and suggestions...
Is there anything I could be doing to better understand my condition. I have a psychiatrist, clinical psychologist, an amazing GP but I lack social connection..I have many appointments with my health professionals.
Since mid-December, I have been feeling very alone, very depressed and things are getting mundane and repetitive..I struggle with sucidal ideation but won't act on those thoughts.
So does any one have any support, suggestions, advice or anything that could help me overcome the low I'm going through?
Sorry for the extremely long post, I hope I haven't rambled too much or said anything I'm not supposed to.
Thank you