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Just a quick post to contribute. I really hope I can find a way out of this darkness. Grief is the hardest feeling ive ever had to deal with and ive been neglecting dealing with it forever. Im so tired of it all. It's so damn hard to exist and im only doing so so I don't permanently hurt the ones that mean the most to me and I hate it. I can't even leave because I know it would destroy my children forever. My whole life has honestly been the greatest battle and im so damn tired. Ive lost all and any motivation to do the things I apparently need to do to feel 'happy'. I don't want to feel happy I just don't want to feel at all. It would be so nice to just quietly disappear without anyone noticing ever. Thanks for having me be apart of this group.
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