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Negative thoughts

PocketRocket88Senior Contributor01 Jan 2021, 4:11 pm AEDT

Negative thoughts

It's been over a week since I got discharged from the psych ward,. Every waking day I always have these intrusive thoughts as well as plans., I don't know how I can fight this., I spent Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, Boxing Day, New Year's Eve, and New Year's Day alone far away from my family and my little nephew., The distance between me and my family is not by choice, it's purely because of my brother in law who doesn't like me and atm my parents, sister, nephew and my brother in law lives under one roof. By feeling rejected and alone makes me feel that everyone is better off without me., I got a house full of possible things I can use to take my own life and then me living alone is the best situation coz no one will know whether I'm dead or alive...

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Eve7Senior Contributor01 Jan 2021, 4:29 pm AEDT

Re: Negative thoughts

I’m sad you feel this way @PocketRocket88

Please stay safe and tell yourself you are valuable.

Do you need to chat to Lifeline?

I’ll tag @Former-Member for you to have more support.

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PowderfingerSenior Contributor01 Jan 2021, 9:44 pm AEDT

Re: Negative thoughts

@PocketRocket88

We are all strangers here and we cannot come and visit you. Wish we could but we cannot. In saying that, we are here. We do care about you and we would wnat to know how you are really doing. We would like to bring some sunshine and happiness to your days. I assure you I am not saying these things to make you feel different about taking your life. This is genuine from my heart. There are very few places to turn to in the world. This place has saved my life. I hope that all of us here can play ap part in keeping you going by knowing there is genuine care and love without any agenda.

Much love to you dear rainbow.

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Unknown userMember02 Jan 2021, 10:25 am AEDT

Re: Negative thoughts

Hey @PocketRocket88

I'm so sorry to see that you are struggling through an extremely tough time at the moment. It is one thing to be experiencing heavy and intense thoughts and urges and another thing to be feeling so isolated from your family. Thank you for sharing with us what you are carrying at the moment, and I do truely hope that we can help you carry that load, even a little bit.

If you need to reach out for some support over the weekend, please do so;

Lifeline 13 11 14

SCBS 1300 659 467

And please feel very welcome to contact SANE 1800 18 7263 during the week (10am-10pm) to speak with one of our lovely counsellors.

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