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Lost all hope to keep fighting.,

PocketRocket88Senior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 8:26 am AEDT

Lost all hope to keep fighting.,

T.W Suicide, self harm,

ive been fighting this nagging thought in my head for the past days, I just want to harm myself, take all the meds I have, and strangle myself.. I'm now at a breaking point of just giving in., I honestly feel that no one cares about me. Haven't spoke to my family for almost 2wks now, got no real friends, then prince of Wales hospital has been treating me like a piece of s**t each time I come in the E.D., I feel like everyone think I'm a joke.,

So why do I have to try and fight? No one cares and me dying will probably be the best gift I'll be giving everyone.,

Thanks for reading this., I'm done with living and I just want out of this life of nothingness.;

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In response to: Lost all hope to keep fighting.,

HistoryloverSenior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 9:00 am AEDT

Re: I’m done

Keep going @PocketRocket88! I'm going through the same things at the moment. It is so difficult, isn't it? Just keep going.

Thinking of you and sending best wishes.

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SnowieSenior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 9:06 am AEDT

Re: I’m done

Sorry you are feeling this way @PocketRocket88

It is hard to sit with all these feelings and urges.

Please reach out for help if you need it, whether it be on the forums or elsewhere.

Take care

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 1:57 pm AEDT

Re: I’m done

I hear you

I feel the same. I'm currently in emergency because I gave in. The nurses even got angry at me -but I know no one cares and I'm just a waste of resources being here.

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HistoryloverSenior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 2:09 pm AEDT

Re: I’m done

YOU have to care @The-red-centaur

Thinking of you, too.

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OtterSenior Contributor20 Dec 2020, 3:58 pm AEDT

Re: I’m done

Hi there @The-red-centaur ,

I’m hearing its been a really difficult time and you have been feeling some strong urges. It can be so taxing and tricky trying to manage the urge to SH, but we want you to know that you too are not alone, and our community as always are here to have your back and support you. Would you be open to getting in touch with Lifeline OR SCBS for a chat as you need? It’s important you are able to stay safe, if you require urgent assistance please phone 000.

Much care and gratitude,

Otter

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