Complete emptiness

@Brynley I’m really sorry you are feeling so lost in this world.

Would you consider talking to @Lifeline 131114 or SANE helplines

I’ll tag @Former-Member just to make sure you are safe.

Take care

Thank you so so much it's the way I express myself my writing is my everything I want to write a book one day ❤️

Hi @Brynley , welcome to the forums. It's brave to reach out in a new space, but knowing how supportive this community is I'm sure you'll find some solace here.

I agree that reaching out to a Helpline might be a really good idea, you don't deserve to be alone in this.

@Brynley I hope your dream of writing a book one day comes true.

I write poetry, mostly when it’s dark inside.

You might like to look at the thread Re: writing as a form of therapy .

Just a forum tip. How we tag each other is, the @brings a dropdown, Tap a name and it turns green once you tap it.

Take care.

@Maggie I hope so to,

thank you so much I will definitely take a look at yours I love reading other peoples writing.

take care lovely

@Jynx Thank you!

@Brynley

I love this. Very well written. Sums up probably what half this planet is feeling this year. Definatly how I felt. 2020 has brought so much instability and change. I can really relate with the demons and emptiness. Change is happening globally. The world is at its ugliest right now with so much going wrong all at once; covid, crazy politics around Covid, major job loss, people isolated, chronic mental illness spikes, climate change, crazy weather, etc.

I believe this is just part of a process for better things to come. History shows that things get worse before they get better. Since our world has been so damaged by people over the past few decades, 2020 has brought so many psychological changes for so many people. The above factors have impacted everyone, high and low income earning. So mental health is the most important to improve moving forward. Everything is looking grim, because it is TBH. But trying to see life, the events of the world, as a process, changes perspective. This takes a lot of time. Sometimes we can't see it because we're so blinded by desolation. Crippled.

Hang in there. I believe positive change is coming to help people in our situation. This international crisis can't continue much longer.

@Surfer37 Thank you so so much I write so people can know that there not alone and I want to be the voice of those who can't speak up or are to fragile I've been told by many to start my own book to help others who are struggling with mental I want to be able to inspire people with my writing make a change show people they aren't alone

@Brynley you and I share the same passion for the same cause. Good on you.

Keep being yourself, keep writing how YOU want to write, about the things YOU want to write, without fear of judgement. This creates influence. Influence is one of the most effective ways to help others.

You aleady have the right attitude and tools, you'll help many people.