Feel like my soul is breaking

I am feeling the most overwhelming sense of sadness ever. My father has twice actively tried to mess with my therapy. I have therapy group sessions over video conference lately. I'm usually at my own house, but sometimes I drive a long way to visit mum and dad, so I decide to do it there. The first therapy group he knew (because I had discussed it a few mins before that i had therapy) I was in group. He brought the dogs IN THE ROOM I was having the video session in and started playing loudly with the dogs. I ended up leaving and sitting on the side of the road in my car on my phone to do the session. The 2nd time, yesterday, I told him I had group and if he can be quiet. He said yes. Then when I had logged in he turned the tv up really loud and took a loud phone call. I muted my therapy session so i could talk to him and tell him to be quiet. He yelled at me and huge fight happened. I am just dumbfounded that my own father would actively try to mess with my therapy. I feel like he wants me to die. He will never respect me, or love me, or care for my feelings. I just feel so broken. I feel so betrayed. I've never felt this depths of sadness. I am safe, nobody worry. I am just so broken. I've never been so sad that I've felt like vomiting before.