feeling goofy, acting like an annoying little sister but in a weird good way

ok so first of all I dont actually have an older Brother but I do have have someone who this year has become like an older brother to me and I guess lately thats made me feel ok about just being a bit on the annoying side of my personality because well sometimes its nice not to have to be the eldest sibling as such and its also mice to just you know let loose a bit and be a bit younger than someone else cause it gives me a break or whatever from responsibilities dont get me wrong I love being the eldest sibling but sometimes its just nice to have someone else be the eldest for a change anyway I have been a bit on the persistent side to ask him something just a simple question I needed an answer to and for some reason I needed that answer right now so I persistently called a few times and sent a message then I got a reply hes having a night out again and again Ive been calling or messaging when hes trying to visit people,so Its just me thinking that Im acting like your typical annoying little sister,I love my older Brother Figure so maybe thats why Im just testing the limits boundaries ect as people do in families God Knows theres been someone who tested my boundaries recently in family too so this isnt a bad post or anything like that its just me thinking LostAngel