ModelzenCasual Contributor
Is there any space for me?
From stigma to medication side effects, all seem to be a weight that is pulling the world around me away. Hi I'm schitzoaffective!
constantly and all through my life I feel I have chased down the epic life for me. And I am happy! wife and a daughter, a house.
the day to day grind, it hasn't helped I haven't worked since being out of hospitilisation, but a never ending thought" that a gap needs to be filled". Hobbies, work and social seem to be missing some synergies that pull my universe together. I need to work on myself, but how? I would like a career, but how? I would like some friends and hobbies, but how?
The model citizen, we with MHI class on ourselves as nice! But when this picture of nice is compromised where do we look? when episodes have the better of us, when the outside world over flows our cup!
I have a disorder on my health record, how does this put a water mark on the world!