My Mosaic

Not ok today @amber22

Oh I'm so sorry that today is hard @Bow

I'm here with you, you aren't alone

Is there something you can do today that might help you? How are you feeling?

Sending lots of love @Bow and hoping you are safe.

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Hey @Bow

I'm around if you wanted a chat 🙂

Hi @amber22

feeling heaps emotional this afternoon. It’s been a big day

Oh I'm sorry it's been such a big day. Is there something you could do this afternoon to help you unwind and relax after today? @Bow

Sending hugs your way

Just laying on my bed in front of the fan with a cat on my chest @amber22

processing the events of today. Very narrowly avoided a hospital admission.

my support worker took me to my gp cause of things that happened overnight. I am so very thankful that the kind gp receptionist was on, I just had to look at her and she knew why I was there. Then the very kind and understanding nurse was on. She handed me the box of tissues as we chatted. I seen my gp, she was heaps concerned cause things are getting worse and asked if my support worker could take me to comm mh to be reassessed. I finished with the nurse and she asked if she could give me a hug, which I accepted.

spent over an hour at comm mh coming up with a plan to keep me safe. Every time the guy left the room to consult with someone else I was terrified he was gonna come back and say that they want me in hospital. He kept pushing for it, it was one of 2 options. But I don’t wanna be in hospital, not at this time of the year. Just a few days he kept saying. Just for some respite. Just to get a good night sleep. Just to keep you safe. No thanks.

im finally home. I’m absolutely exhausted. I missed picking my daughter up from school on the last day of school, which I am angry at myself about.
It’s so hard when the only thing that helps me cope at the moment hurts me.

sorry just needed to unload 😭😭

I totally understand why you would be feeling exhausted and I am so sorry how everything has unfolded for you today @Bow But I am really proud of you for seeking help and for also knowing what is best for you right now and what you want.

I think that looking after yourself mentally is the most important thing right now, so although you are upset with having missed picking up your daughter from school, I think it is totally okay given the day that you have had. You have done so well, even if you don't feel like it at the moment.

Do you have any supports that you could lean on for the next little bit? You are not alone and I really don't want you to ever feel like you are ❤️

Thank you for sharing

Just hope that I have made the right decision @amber22 cause both comm mh and I think my support worker were both thinking hospital would be the best place for me. I just know that with the way that I am feeling at the moment a planned short admission would turn into a long admission, and I don’t want that at the moment. 😩

I tried to make it up to her by bringing a slushie and a donut home for her. She was really upset cause her friend was leaving and wouldn’t be returning next year. We are going to do some drawing now I think.

comm mh are calling to check in tonight and regularly over the weekend too. And my suppport worker is on tomorrow too so she will call.