My Mosaic

Aww milkshake date that is too cute @Bow 💜 I hope you two have a delightful time at the lego store!! And it doesn't end up being too hard on the wallet haha.

I'll catch you next week hun 😊

@Bow 💜

Lots of love to you @Bow

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I seen my gp today. She thinks I’m ok. I’m not. She thinks I’m safe.

Hey @Bow ,

Sorry to hear this.

Do you have safety plan about what you will do if things get too much this evening?

My dearest @Bow

I can hear that your struggling right now, I know things are tough right now but it wont be this way forever.

Tuesday night when we were chatting over email, how did the rest of your night go?

Was there something on Tuesday evening that helped make things a lil easier for you. xx

Please be kind to yourself during this journey.

Thanks @Melbcoffeesnob i can’t even remember Tuesday night. Sorry.

I think it’s just hard when supports think I’m doing better than I actually am.
I have strong urges tonight. I wanna fight them. But I don’t know.

Hey @Bow ,

That sounds so hard. Do you think this is because they've agreed not to focus on your SI/SH?

I believe I read that yesterday? How do you feel about it?

Yeah @tyme community mh decided not to focus on my SH so much. As in they aren’t gonna keep asking to remove items from my possession. They agree that at the moment this is how I am coping with all the shit that I am dealing with. I guess if they won’t give me medication that will make life so much easier then they kinda give me permission to do this?

I don’t really know how I feel about it. It’s apparently my responsibility to let them know when it’s getting out of hand?