My Mosaic

I'm sure they are great @creative_writer

I'd love to read one whenever you are ready and comfortable to share. I might share my painting tomorrow if it's any good.

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@creative_writer wrote:
To be fair some of my poetry which I thought were masterpieces are actually not as good, I think I was too manic at the time to realise 😂 @Birdofparadise8. I also have a ton of depressing ones too

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@creative_writer One of the things that helped me get through my 3 year nervous breakdown with intense SH, SI was writing very dark poetry. I only seem to write it when severely depressed.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Do you want to know what I’ve done?? LEGO… that is all I have done since I got home!!

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This gave me a laugh @Captain24 😄

@Bow Am concerned for you...it sounds like yesterday was a desperate day 😢

Well done for doing your hair the other day.

I hope today is a much better day for you 💜

Isn’t it pretty @Captain24 !!??

have you seen the Lego flower pots that are coming out Dec 1st??

I hope I’ve started something 😂😂

It is @Bow. Just so you know.. I have 4 more sets plus 2 on order and I preordered the flower pot one. Thanks 😠 lol. I’m hoping that gives you a little smile

How are you travelling today? I hope it’s a little bit better than yesterday for you.

I’m glad you are now addicted to Lego @Captain24 are you like a Harry Potter or Star Wars fan? They have heaps cool sets for both of them. I ain’t a fan of either.

im taking mums granny shopping trolley with me on Saturday! Lego can be heavy to cart around. And there are a couple

of other shops I wanna check out on Saturday.

im really not ok today. It’s been a really rough morning one. I went and had my bloods done this morning with my support worker and I was honest with her about my SH. While we were waiting to get my bloods done my gp walked past and stop to say hi. My support worker asked about seeing the nurse cause of my SH, so my gp put my name down. I was seen by the nurse and then my gp.
Oh the shame. The guilt. It’s so embarrassing laying there while the nurse does what she does….. not her again.

I’ve just sunk further into a depressive pit.

I see my psychologist tomorrow. I have no idea what is most important to focus on. I don’t wanna go in there and just waste her time.

I’ve always loved Lego @Bow. When Woolies do their promo with Lego I make mum collect them. Only since being on here have I realised that there is Lego for adults. No one around here sells them so while I was away I thought I’d have a look.

Nah.. not a fan either. But looking through online stores I’ve found others that I like too. So after I have finished paying Pix’s impending bill I’ll order them too. I don’t really have anywhere to put them so I’m going to buy a cheap flat pack bookshelf to put in the spare room and put them on that. I’ve always loved flat pack’s because they are just like Lego!

Im sorry you’re not ok. I totally understand the shame and embarrassment. I’ve never shown anyone mine. Good on you for having your bloods done. I had mine done today. I had to eat better while I was on holidays so they should come back fine. That’s my hope anyway.

The depressive pit is just bottomless isn’t it. It doesn’t matter how many times people give suggestions it’s just hard to try them when you have lost that control.

Can you maybe write a list and get your psych to see what’s the best to focus on? I don’t know just a suggestion.