My Mosaic

Well done on the shower and hair hon @Bow You have accomplished some things today, be proud of that.

I hope you are able to curl up in bed.

Hi @Bow

Thank you for letting the Forums know that things are slipping and you are not ok. We will send you and eamil to check in with you so please keep an eye out in your inbox shortly.

Regards

RiverSeal

I don’t know if I can do this anymore.
fight.
why should they keep wasting their time and resources on a person non deserving of all this. A person who is constantly self sabotaging everything. I don’t think they realise that I do this. That the things that I do behind closed doors are to undo what they are trying to do to make me better.
I truly am a waste of space.
this monster that is inside of me is horrendous. It’s huge. It’s overpowering. And there is no way that I can fight it anymore. It’s winning every day. The scars it leaves behind me are ugly. It is soul destroying. I’m exhausted.
I can’t beat this.
my team can’t beat this.
so what’s the point anymore???
why keep trying??

For now, even if it's for your daughter, so be it.

I hear how hard it is for you right now @Bow

Can you phone your area mental health team tonight? I know you are trying so damn hard. I'm hearing you.

Hugs. You DO deserve it.

Hi @Bow

I just wanted to pop by and see if you're okay today. I see last night was hard for you. I'm here if you need anything.

Not ok @Birdofparadise8 but don’t want to bother anyone

You can tell me if you like. I'm here for you, @Bow, but I understand if you don't want to talk. Just know I'm thinking of you. Are you safe, at least?

This might make you, pleased. I just bought the Lego Orchid, so I'll give it a go when it arrives.

I'm sorry @Bow