My Mosaic

It’s a pretty unpleasant feeling… feeling completely depleted

We made vision boards in arts and craft today @Snowie I was browsing through magazines looking for things to put on mine… could hear my healthy adult self saying to cut that word out… and that one. But I didn’t.

I'm glad you have got your art and craft class @Bow but I think I would find a vision board hard to do.

What did you do in the end?

It’s not something I would have done of my own accord @Snowie manifesting and all that stuff I don’t really believe in.

but in the end I put all the Disney castles- I’d love to visit them all! Travel. Home and garden. Writing another book.

I took a photo!

That looks really good @Bow

Something you can strive for.

I would love to visit at least one disney castle!

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@Bow wrote:

Thanks @NatureLover

quiet, yes. It’s for the best. Getting into too much trouble on here, and im confused, so best to just not say much.

how are you doing?

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Your vision board looks great, @Bow 🙂

I'm OK I guess...my moods are all over the place, I think due to grief.

Good luck with your psych appt today...

Afternoon @Bow hoping the day is being kind to you 💌💌

Thanks @Snowie @NatureLover

my appointment with my psychologist went ok. Although I really struggled to get myself there this morning. Feeling very depleted today. She is rather concerned by some things that I told her in regards to my ED. And did the whole talk about needing to get to the root of my ED issues, but not being able to do that while I’m … in the state that I’m in.
She is going to speak with my CM also, cause things are still pretty shit in that regard.

I had my bloods done yesterday and my GP has already called in with the results despite having an appointment with her tomorrow. 😩 bananas are the answer apparently. And more bloods tomorrow.

Not sure whether I have mentioned before, but my mum is going interstate to see my brother this month. She will be away for 12 days. I’m trying so dang hard to keep myself well, but fighting the demons in my head relentlessly. Spent a lot of time with my psychologist today discussing this.

I am safe. But I am in so much bloody pain. My support worker is amazing and will be supporting me tomorrow to my GP appointment.

@Bow I'm glad your psych appt. went ok hon. Hopefully between your psych and CM they can help you.

I don't remember you telling us about your mum. Perhaps during this time extra support can be given to you.

I hope your gp appt. goes well. Your support worker must be one of the good ones!

Hopefully @Snowie but in all honesty, I’m really not sure.

yeah mum wants to call up comm mh and ask for extra support while she is away. Tell my CM to pull up her socks! Hopefully between them, my support worker and my friend, who will be home the whole time mum is away, I will be well supported. Just need to work at keeping myself well.

My support worker is one of the good ones. We have so much in common too. Sat and chatted with her this afternoon when she came to visit about my childhood a bit.., and then how I struggle when my daughter talks about how amazing her father is. My support worker had children and then divorced when they were young. So she can relate to the struggle.

That might be a good idea of your mum's @Bow

Having that extra support would be beneficial.

I'm glad you have such a good relationship with your support worker. It really does help when we have someone we can trust.