My Mosaic

@Bow I can understand the not wanting to talk about things that happened and are happening. I respect that. Just know we are here for you if/when you need us.

Happy to talk about anything!!

I hope today goes ok for you.

@Snowie I’ve missed talking to you, how are you??

I've missed our chats too @Bow

I am going ok. Sleep still crap and taking too many prn. Saw psych yesterday. I'm still not sure about EMDR. Have you ever tried it?

Talk to pdoc via phone this afternoon. Went up the street to buy forks this morning!! I don't know what the kids do with them but seem to run out quickly. I think they just throw them away instead of washing them!

How is your day going?

Sorry your sleep is still crappy… mine too. No I haven’t tried EMDR therapy @Snowie these kind of things probably take? Like any kind of therapy I guess.

oh yes missing kitchen ware! I remember that heaps when my younger bro was at home. The mountains of bowls and cups in his room. They would sit in there for days… weeks.

My day is ok. My support worker came by this morning. I’m so glad that my old one could see the rapport that I had with my new one and asked if I wanted to swap. I feel so much more comfortable with her. I feel like I can talk more openly with her. I let her support me to appointments.

We were gonna go to the beach today, but it rained all night. So going to try for tomorrow. D is so disappointed.

You are right in any therapy will take time @Bow I guess I just have to keep trying.

I'm glad you feel more comfortable with your support worker hon, and that she is able to go to appointments with you. Just that one person in our lives can make such a big difference.

Hopefully you can get to the beach tomorrow. It is actually sunny here for a change.

hi @NatureLover

How are you feeling today? ...

I've seen you've been down and wanted you to know...idk...

that someone is thinking of you, OK?

It's a rainy day here, and if your skies should be the same, I hope you're able to lift into your chosen books. ✨️

https://youtu.be/o7jUEfz2oG8?si=516sbsF9VBPTrbKw

@Bow hoping you got to the beach with D and had a great time.

Sending lots of love 💜💜

Thanks @Snowie we got to the beach today, it was such a nice day for it. The dog was a bit of a nuisance though! She is not a well behaved dog and managed to pull herself out of her harness a couple of times- doesn’t bother me so much but it stresses mum out.
We had lunch and a few long walks along the beach.
We also stopped at a lovely plant nursery and I may of purchased a couple of new plants 😃

Im pretty exhausted now though.

how has your day been?

oh that sounds wonderful @Bow I'm sure D would have loved it.

As for the dog, well even mine can be misbehaved at times!!

More plants the better right?

My day has been ok. Got to the supermarket. Have to take D to a party tonight, but she is staying the night so don't have to wait up for her!!

Yep more plants are always good.

im glad your day has been ok @Snowie

im feeling extremely triggered and shit now so I’m gonna log off. Have a good evening and I hope you enjoy the footy festivities tomorrow.