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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Bow You haven't been online now for 7 days which is very unusual, and I fear you may have made another suicide attempt.

I really hope you are still with us and are in hospital and being taken good care of.

I know you don't wish to be alive in this world, that your ED and SA trauma are unbearable and you don't feel you can talk about the trauma and begin to unpack it in therapy to start getting some healing. I know the ED is like a death wish...you often talk about wanting to disappear.

It's hard to say I hope you are still alive, when I know you don't want to be.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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@Bow

thinking of you lots my friend and sitting with you xx

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BowSenior Contributor

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Thanks for caring @Shaz51 @NatureLover @Eve7 @Snowie @Captain24

yeah I did @NatureLover and cause I was already so unwell I was very close. I have been very unwell.

I'm so sorry

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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Hey @Bow

Sorry to hear how hard things have been. I hope you're feeling a bit better.

I've been thinking of you.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s good to hear from you @Bow. Im sorry that it’s been really bad for you and you felt the need to try again. I hope you are starting to feel a little better. Sending you my love and prayers

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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No need to be sorry @Bow but please remember we’re only a tag away 24/7.

Sending lots of love and prayers.

💜🙏💜

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BowSenior Contributor

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Thank you

it’s been a very scary, confronting and isolating week

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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So pleased and relieved to hear from you, @Bow ! Thank you for posting 💜

I'm glad you're still with us, even though I know you'd rather not be.

Sending wishes for your recovery... 🤞💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Morning @Bow

Im still thinking of you. Sending you a big squishy hug

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Good morning @Bow

Im hoping that you are feeling a little better today and can go home soon.

You are not a bad mum. You are just going through a hard time in your life right now and you are struggling to see a way through.

I hope you got to speak to D last night.

Sending you my thoughts

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