My Mosaic

@Snowie How are you doing today?

Thanks for asking @Bow

Struggling today.

I hear that @Bow. Sleep can have such a strong pull. You'll know what feels right. I'm glad connecting with us is up there! 🌱

I hate my body so much

i hate myself so much

who I am inside

such a weak and pathetic person

my body is in so much pain tonight

it matches the pain that is inside my heart

cant bare this anymore

this existence

this horrible way of living

@Bow You're not a weak and pathetic person. You're suffering from an illness. 😞

I am sad that you hate yourself so much 💔

I am sending wishes that your pain eases and you can find some healing and relief 💜

So many pictures flashing in my head

just want him to let me go

but he holds me down

Won’t let go

i try to push away but he throws me back down

it hurts

i don’t wanna keep doing this

i can’t

Hey @Bow I'm sorry to hear things are so intense for you right now. Here with you 💜

Want them to stop @Jynx im so tired

I can only imagine @Bow. Anything you can do to distract yourself? Even jus making a cuppa, I'll have one with you too 💜