My Mosaic

It’s been a really horrible day which involved 000 being called. Things just got too hard.

I’m sorry @Bow and I really hope you are safe.

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I’m home @Eve7 couldn’t bare going to hospital. Didn’t wanna waste everyone’s time. Really not sure how I’m going to face the coming weeks.

Just stay in touch with us and your real life supports @Bow You won’t be alone hon xox

Echoing @Eve7 here @Bow ...we will all be here for you as you go through these awful weeks...

Sending hugs, 💜 and wishes for you...

Thank you @NatureLover @Eve7 that means a lot

hope everyone has been having a good day. i gave my daughters room a good clean out today. Im really not sure how to go about having her keep it clean. If i dont do it it will just stay in a terrible state. like a bomb sight. We also dropped my brother off at the train station early this morning. His time with us has come to an end and things can go back to some kind of normal. I tried really hard to not have ambulance or police turn up for me while he was here.... and it happened on his last day with us 😞

Ive remembered to take my prn today.... i really need to keep on top of that and remember to ask mum gfor it. she doesnt question me when i ask for it thankfully... but i do still hate asking for it.

ive been on my bike again today... as usual... but ive been taking breaks. spending some time outside in the sun. and ive been writing some more to my new book. i find it helpful to remember good times and to write about them.... but then there are the bad times too... they are hard to write about. but that is life yeah.... the good and the bad.

The memories hit me like a tonne of bricks. They take the wind out of me. so many pictures in my head. So many pains
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@Bow is there anything that helps with the memories?

I can relate to having a child with a room like a bomb site. I think ours are a similar age. They have no awareness or care! I wonder when that changes.