My Mosaic

What a day!

The disappointment of not going home really sent me into a bit of a spiral. I'm ok. Got some prn.

But then this evening I was in the tv room watching the news with a few others and there was a particular news story that came on. I was ok with it. What I wasn't ok with was the conversation that occurred after it. Another lady proceeded to go into a lot detail about something that happened to her. I did get up and leave pretty quick, but it was too late. I was triggered.

everything that happened to me earlier in the year came flooding back. I don't feel safe in here. I 'know' that I am, but sometimes what i know doesn't always match up with what I feel. I feel really vulnerable. Scared. I want to be brave enough to talk to a nurse about it. I will try.

Hey @Bow,

Sorry to hear about the trigger. Sounds like you tried your best to avoid it and did all the right things. I think I would feel scared too.

Sitting with you this evening 💞

Sphinxly

Hope your sleeping soundly @Bow xx

Thanks @Anastasia

Thanks @Former-Member

I didn't sleep well last night. I asked to speak to my nurse, but she never came around 😞 So hard working up the courage to even ask to have a chat and for her then not to even come by.

It stormed over night here. The thunder was loud. I was thinking of my little girl. She would normally come climb into my bed if the thunder wakes her up. I hope she was ok.

Ive packed my bags. Had a shower and breakfast this morning. Just had bloods done and also had my IV line taken out. It looks a bit infected. Dr came and had a look and took a photo and is going to check to see if anything needs to be done before I leave.

But should be leaving this morning. Can't wait to hold my little girl.

Oh @Bow I wish I could really give you a squishy hug, it sounds like you could do with one?

Praying you're out of there soon hun ❤️

I can't wait to hug my Mum when she picks me up @Anastasia it's been a really long and hard week.

So glad you are going home today @Bow

Enjoy those cuddles with A

Lots of love 💕💕💕💕

And I'm home! Later than expected due to a complication with my IV spot.

I had a glucose infusion and it looks like some of the glucose has leaked into the skin and caused some damage... similar to a chemo burn. Apparently only 1 recorded case of it and was going to have to have some injections all around the area but since it's been a few days since the infusion and it hasn't got much worse I've been sent home in strong antibiotics.

But home now and squeezing my little girl. She is at her fathers tomorrow so I plan to spend the day in bed catching up on some tv shows.

@Bow

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Hugs @Bow 🤗☀️💞

Sorry to learn of the complication with the glucose infusion. I'm glad you are ok.

Use today to recharge and rest sweets, am thinking of you always 🌸🌹🌸