Good morning my forum friends.
im snuggled on the couch catching up on some tv shows that I missed while in hospital for the week, have dropped my d off at her fathers for the day, anxious to see if she says anything about me being in hospital. I hate that she can tell him things about my life and he thinks he has the right to say anything. It's like I have no privacy, yet I know nothing about his. It sucks.
I also popped into bunnings to grab some veggie seedlings before bunnings closes on Monday. I also got some outdoor cushions as I've ordered myself a hanging chair for outside my room. Looking forward to spending time out there in my chair in the sun. Also grabbed some fire wood, we need to cure the firepit once more before we can have a proper fire night, my d is excited about it.
will probably plant the seedlings tomorrow, I don't plan to do much today, just need a day to rest guilt free. I got some cucumber, lettuce and strawberries. We have already planted some beans, snowpeas and tomatoes. So hopefully a good crop this summer for salads. Also added to my indoor plant collection 🙂
im feeling a bit fragile today. It's weird being home. Part of me still needed to be there, I really wish that I did have the complication of my ex in my life. Really need to put things into place so that I don't end up back in hospital again. My psychologist has finished, and the practice called and left a message during the week for me to call to arrange an appointment with another psychologist. Im anxious about that. I need to hear from community mh to find out exactly what their involvement will be first though. Maybe I won't need to see a private psychologist? I'll need to book in with the professor again too.
Sorry I'm just rambling this morning. I have so much going on inside me. I haven't really 'talked' much to anyone about everything that happened. I find it hard to talk with the nurses in the psych wards. There were a couple that made themselves known to me that they were my nurse for the shift, I liked when they did that. I liked that they would check in. Not everyone did that. Anyways, back to catching up on tv shows.
