My Mosaic

@Jynx Hi

thank you.

got something to show ya and @Snowie she’s all finished

@tyme @AuntGlow

That's gorgeous! The pink is awesome! Are those rhinestones around at the front of the cupboard? @Bow

You are so so so talented. I'm so impressed. Is D going to be the lucky recipient of it?

@tyme yeah I had the option to do it at home or at the hospital and I just know I will not sleep well at hospital. Plenty of experience has shown me that. Plus all those wires!
I went to the hospital yesterday afternoon and got all wired up and then went home to sleep. Down both sides of my face, my chin, behind both ears, 2 on the top of my head, 2 on my chest and then a band around my chest and one around my stomach. I then had to attach a wire to both legs, 2 nasal prong things and a finger oxygen reading all before bed. They were all plugged into a black box attached to a little computer gadget that I had to wear. It was cool cause she showed me how it reads when I blink, when I close my eyes, open and close my mouth and all sorts of other things.
I have an appointment in about 6 weeks. They will analyze all the data before then.
He said they only really need a few hours of sleep to get their data.

Thanks @tyme

No they are individual wooden half spheres! I put long lines of double sided tape onto cardboard and stuck them down, spray painted them, pulled them all off again and then individually glued them on the doors!

nope she is mine! I just store arts and craft supplies in it.

@Bow OOOOO!! 😍

I could imagine a lovely collection of Barbies in there ahaha

Or some Alice in Wonderland keepsakes!! The floral print is just lovely. Once again you wow me with your creativity and eye for form and colour 😋

Wow sounds like you were wired for the tired!! Teehee 😉

@Bow that cupboard looks amazing hon, I love the colours.

You were very brave to go bright pink but it works so well.

I hope today is kinder for you.

@Jynx @tyme thanks for thinking of me.

I wouldn't know where to start.

I really wish today would be kinder, but alas it’s not. There is a great big monster inside yelling and screaming at me relentlessly and I’ve had enough.
im tired. It’s hard to see any way forward

Hi @Bow

I'm so sorry that you're going through this - it sounds exhausting and scary when it feels like there's a 'monster inside' yelling nonstop.

You don't have to hold this alone. Do you have a safety plan, or strategies that have helped you get through this, now or in the past? If you like, you can let us know how we can help support you here within the bounds of the Forums, and community guidelines.

If you feel at risk of harming yourself or can't stay safe right now, please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14, Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467, or emergency services on 000.

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Remember that you're never alone, and are so valued💓

~ @Honeymoon

Not much help but around if you need @Bow 🫂

Thanks @Snowie hon and @Honeymoon

just gonna keep myself busy. Gonna move my newly painted cupboard back to where it belongs and put everything back in it. That will pass a little bit of time