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I really don’t have anything in me more. I’m so exhausted. Seen my gp this morning, my b12 is borderline and my vitamin D is ‘crap’ according to my gp. Needs to be above 75. Mine is 25. Referring me for a sleep study, maybe sleep apnea? Did 2 sleep questionnaires.

laying on the couch

I wanna go to bed

sounds like there is multiple things happening for you @Bow

I'm sure those levels are not helping with just how tired you are

Is there any more talk about being admitted?

I mentioned it to my gp @Snowie we talked about all my sleep issues and tiredness. And addressed that and then she sent me out but directed me to the nurse cause she had been asking about me, so I sat and just had a chat with her. She is lovely. She can relate to a lot of my mh issues. But then my gp came back and asked me to come back in cause she didn’t do a mh check in. So was back in there for another 10mins. It’s hard to be totally honest with her cause she is really caring and can over react at times. But I told her about a mh admission. Maybe next week. Will see how I go. Due to see my new psychiatrist next Wednesday, so kinda wanna see him. See what he has to say about things. Maybe he will suggest an admission.

gp said no to a vit d injection. I had thought/hoped that if it was still low that an injection would give me an immediate boost. Just gotta take the tablets.

Sorry how are you @Snowie ? How has your day been?

Thats a lot for one gp appt @Bow

I would have come away tired too

They both seem to care about you hon and want whats best.

On top of that having your SW also. that was a lot for one day.

I hope seeing the new pdoc does help hon. I know how scary it is to see someone new. Not knowing what they are like, what will happen, what they will suggest.

Things are rough here. Problems with mum, MIL in hospital again, my own issues, psych taking leave, just all happening at once. Welcome to Xmas period 😔

Yeah it’s been a pretty big day @Snowie mentally draining. Huge vulnerability hangover after my SW visit.

but yes my gp clinic is amazing. I’m really thankful I found them. Just before I headed out my gps door, I asked her if she would see my mum. We’ve asked before and she said yes. And mums current gp is useless and she has a lot of chronic illnesses. My gps books are closed, so asked just to check. She said yes. And then explained why she has her books closed and I laughed and said I totally understand and told her I don’t tell many people how amazing she is cause I want to be able to see her when I need! She laughed. And also reminded me that she will see me whenever. She’s lovely. The nurse is lovely. And one of the reception ladies, she use to do the pathology clinic so seen her heaps and she is so lovely. She studying nursing. She will be a great nurse.

yeah Christmas season is hard eh. People away. Things to do. Sorry you’re having issues with your mum and that your mil is sick.
do you have much on this week?

Sorry just gonna leave @Snowie

@take care of yourself

Good evening @Bow,

How was your weekend? 💖

Yes, I think you are right about the meat, fish, and eggs!

Cheeky kittens - lucky they are cute, right? hehe

Oh my gosh, that calender is SO cool. That would be such a fun activity to get lost in.

Have you met your SW's cats?

A Disney cruise sounds so magical. 🥹 And the pixie dusting is something we should all do more often. 🤩

You'll have to send pictures of your Alice in Wonderland theme. 😱

This honestly sounds like the best experience ever, I wish we could all join!

You must be counting down the days. ✨

I'm so glad you have your gp and the clinic @Bow

Any good support is hard to find so I'm glad they are in your corner.

I know the Christmas period is hard for you too hon. Unfortunately our supports deserve time off too.

Not much on this week. Have to take mum up the street and to the gp tomorrow.

Got dentist Wednesday. Have a few fillings I need done. Urgh, hate the dentist.

Have you got much on?

Good afternoon @Bow How are you going?

Just leaving some 💕💕 for you

Hoping today isn't as mentally draining for you