My Mosaic

Everything is such an effort at the moment @Snowie

sunk into a hole yesterday afternoon. My thoughts haven’t been good. But safe at the moment. It’s hard. Mums away. I love having the house to ourselves. But I struggle. It’s a real remind of how very alone I am.

kittens are all good. Putting on heaps of weight now. Yeah one was a bit sick earlier in the week. Seems fine now though.

you up to much today?

Know it’s a technical issue but this constant ‘forbidden’ message at the moment really just reiterates that I am really not wanted anywhere. By anyone.
my heart is pained today. Sadness. I know no one wants to read this. Hear this. But it’s where I am. What I feel. I’m safe. Don’t want to be. I’m not sure why I share this, maybe it won’t hurt so much, feel so alone if it’s outside my head.

It must be confusing with your mum away @Bow

Great to have that time to yourself, but don't have that constant person there.

I understand the effort hon. Just getting out of bed feels like a lot.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way hon. You are wanted, at least by me. Sometimes it helps to get it out.

Thanks @Snowie

Stupid headache

havent drank enough

cried too much

Sorry @Bow I have a headache too and probably for the same reason.

Hey @Eve7 @Bow .

Anything we can do to make it better?

Hugs to you both

Doubt it @tyme cant cure loneliness

Can I sit with you? @Bow

If you want @tyme