My Mosaic

The jackpot indeed @Jynx i wanna go back but it was a pain…. And expensive to get to. And I still need to find somewhere to put all these new ones I got.

yes when I seen it and remembered that it was the one you have I had to get it. There is just so many different ones. They had a few really old copies behind the counter too.

maybe D will get into Pratchett novels some day.

i went by myself so no one would nag at me to hurry up. It smelt like old books as soon as I stepped in. And the old man working did not understand why I bought so many and some of them really old with half the cover missing.

I didn’t ask you last night…. How your week was?

@Bow omg that old book smell is SO GOOD. It's been a minnit since I've been to a bookshop, I'll have to find a good one round here!!

Are there dragons in them? Haha I really wanna find some discworld novels, have heard incredible things about Pratchett's writing!

My week was appt heavy, but okay. Been gaming lots, it's too cold to do much else!

What's happening for you @Bow ?

I fuc€Ed up

doesnt matter @Jynx

@don’t wanna burden anyone

so stupid

Alternatively - you are doing whatever you can to survive @Bow

This is the place to express this stuff hun where it's NOT burdensome. It's part of why this space exists in the first place. So that we have a safe space to be not okay.

Not stupid - habit, and those are so hard to break.

I hate all of this @Jynx the lack of control of my own body and what it makes me do.

I just wanted it to stop. Just wanted it to stop.

im tired of it don’t want it no more can I

That kind of internal conflict is so painful @Bow - I want to be able to support you hun, what do you think you're needing? Safety planning? Crisis Service? Distraction?

Could you possibly email me @Jynx ? Please

Hi @Bow

I've been reading along but didn't want to interrupt.

I know how hard it has been for you. I hope today goes a little easier.

Thinking of you hon and sending lots of love 💕💕