My Mosaic

ohh yep, can definitely relate to the 'psyching myself up' to face supports... it's pretty exhausting especially when nothing comes out of it. fingers crossed she reaches out tomorrow!! @Bow

an unexpectedly long visit from SIL and niece could not have come at a better time... ugh sucks that happened today!! can definitely understand the frustration of your routine being disrupted. i've had times where people have caught me off guard by visiting too... sometimes wish they'd informed me a lil earlier so i had time to re-adjust my plans. do you have a lil self-care/self-soothing activity to try out tonight that might help relieve a bit of the irritation and overwhelm?

Yeah hoping that she is in tomorrow @rav3n and that she calls.

not really got any self care etc. just watching tv. I need to go clean my bed off too. Was doing some craft and there is a mess.

@Bow do you like cleaning? i don't know about you but it just takes up sooooo much of my effort to get started on tidying up stuff, i tend to keep procrastinating for days/weeks.

what sort of crafts were you working on?

Hate cleaning @rav3n thank goodness mum loves it. But I do keep my space fairly clean and tidy. Feel like it’s something I can control… get irritable and unsettled when my space is a mess. I’ve got heaps of cat toys, boxes and other random things the cats like all over my floor… and I’m hating. But trying to be ok with it.

I’m making something out of an old book. It’s nearly finished… many hours. Will show once it’s done.

Things feeling scary and out of control

With you @Bow

What's happening hun?

Was seeing things not nice things and couldn’t breath me heart was racing and it’s all loud and scary inside

hiding under me blanket cause I did a thing @Jynx sry

I use my UNO Reverse card to deflect your sorry back to you @Bow!! I only mean that you have nothing to apologise for hun, you're having a time!! Hiding is good. Got any pals under there with ya?

Hiding feels safe

just my sloth

want to sleep @Jynx

just catching up from my break @Bow i'm sorta similar, my space usually reflects where my mind is (messy room = messy mind, clean room = feeling okay).

keen to see the old book whenever its ready!! and i'm so sorry all that overwhelm is catching up to you. sitting with you as always. 💜