Really crappy shitty day @Jynx really did not want to get out of bed at all but people animals needed me. SW came this morning she was late and then couldn’t stay long but maybe that was a good thing. she asked if I was going to my psych appointment and I said no just needed to be home in bed where I feel safe. cause it was getting close to my appointment time she asked if it was ok if she called comm mh and let them know I wasn’t coming I said yep that’s fine.. better her do it than me that way I didn’t have to talk to anyone when they asked why I wasn’t coming my SW said I was not feeling up to and they asked physically or mentally my SW said both. She ran over my supports over the next few days as she is now not here until next Wednesday. She was going to email my CM too to let her know. She left and I crawled back into bed.
my psych then called. I really didn’t wanna talk but she wanted to know why I wasn’t coming in again. Said that days like this are probably when I need to come in. And yeah I know that. But feeling safe is what I need more. My CM ain’t in til next Wednesday either so they wanna send the team out over the weekend to check in on me 😩 I rarely cancel I’m just doing what I need to do today
pretty much just been curled up in bed all day
wishing the day to disappear
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fark and now my eyes are leaking
