My Mosaic

@Bow can I just take a moment to acknowledge how HORRENDOUSLY unfair that you can't cuddle him? I'm sorry darling, it's like the ultimate example of 'conflicting needs' - your need to comfort him, and yourself, as you are in possession of knowledge he couldn't possibly comprehend, against his need to follow his instincts and isolate himself. My heart is breaking for you 😭

Ach, your D will have to process in her own way hey. Is it her first pet loss?

Hmm today for me has been a slow day. I was thiiiiis close to being able to go for a walk - as in, I had woken up and my coffee had kicked in, brekky had settled, etc - and then it started to rain. Sigh. Usually I would happily walk in the rain if it's warm enough, but typical Melbourne gave us several false Springs this year.

Just came to say night night, and that my thoughts are with you and your boy tomorrow @Bow. He won't be in pain much longer. Many MANY hugs to you hun, I will catch you next week if you're around 💜

@Jynx I ended up cancelling the appointment today. I feel so torn. But he was looking better this morning. His face, his eyes, he was moving around a bit better too. Had a good breakfast. So talked to mum and decided to cancel the appointment, lock him in the bathroom by himself so that I could monitor him a bit better away from our other cat. While I was cleaning up the big room he did a big wee on the floor, which I wasn’t even sure he was able to do anymore. Most of this week he had been incontinent mostly I think, constantly leaking and he was just sitting in it. His furr is currently dry, so I thought either he ain’t doing that anymore or his blocked up again. But nope, his doing better. And no blood! And then he went and did a poo! Which again, I had no idea if he had been doing that- that’s why I wanted to separate them.
So he is still with us! I will see how he goes over the next 2 days.
thank you for thinking of us though. And sorry for the tmi?!

Hi @Bow

Sorry I haven't been around but have been following in the background the last week or so.

So glad to hear he is a bit better today. It is always such a hard decision to make, my thoughts are with you hon.

Hoping too that your mum and D are feeling better.

Sending lots of love and wishes your way, and lots of cuddles.

💕💕

Thanks @Snowie hope you are doing ok?

@tyme you around this evening?

Hey @Bow ,

I'm around. Sorry, just saw this. I'm on the Sunday Hangout at the moment.

Oh yeah, forgot about Sunday hangout @tyme sorry

Don't be sorry. All done now. How are you? Did you end up going to the fair? @Bow

Also, you are welcome to connect on the Sunday Hangouts whenever you are able.

Yes we went to the market yesterday @tyme sold lots. But ended in a bit of a disaster!

Just as we begun packing up, the marquee next to use was blown onto ours, buckling it, breaking parts, sending all our stock to the ground and made a big mess. Really scared mum cause she was all caught up in where it all went down. Our marquee is broken- our new marquee. Only the second time we used it.

have had a bit of a lazy day today.

wouldn’t know what to say on the hangout. And I find it too hard to keep up.

Ohhhhhh noooo @Bow !

I'm sorry to hear this!

Do they have insurance or something? Was any stock damaged?

I'm glad you sold lots, but hope you and your mum are okay. Is D okay too?

You know what? It's TOTALLY ok you have a quiet/lazy day today.... you actually do a lot more than you probably realise!