My Mosaic

Feeling incredibly trapped with no other way out

@Bow heavy feels hey hun? How has your day been?

I’m heaps exhausted @Jynx and feeling lots hopeless.
did groceries this morning and then went to arts and craft and finished off my heat pack. Wasn’t really the opportunity to talk to my SW about what’s happening. Too busy.

but I just feel heaps low tonight. Hopeless. No way out of this terrible mess I’ve made. It’s all my fault.

Ach that sucks re: not being able to chat w your SW properly @Bow - I know for me this can sometimes mean that the stuff I was going to say just ends up rolling around in my brain. Very annoying.

I'm sorry tonight is so bleh. Anything to look forward to for tomorrow?

Nothing tomorrow really. SW is suppose to be doing a home visit @Jynx

@Bow aww nice, maybe that'll give you a chance to have a proper chat. Do you do other stuff together when she visits?

We generally just chat @Jynx long list of things to check in around usually. I need to work up the courage to tell her what’s been going on, just don’t know if I can do it

Got it written down somewhere @Bow so you can just read it out?

Nah I don’t @Jynx

@if I think about it enough maybe I will

dont even know what purpose will come out of telling her though. Absolutely no easy fix. All just shitty

Maybe it's worth it just cos 'what's shareable is bearable', ya know? Whenever I say it aloud, it takes away some of the power it has in my head @Bow