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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Yeah they just want me to help cause I can do most things better than others @Captain24 I just don’t know how it’s all gonna work now. I can’t usually got from my psych appointment straight to group. Previously there has been an hours gap and I’ve needed that time to collect my thoughts and ground myself. I wouldn’t get to arts and craft on the week I have my psych appointment. I just wouldn’t feel comfortable walking in and joining when it’s more than half over.

im feeling really sad and disappointed about it. I was finally feeling connected there. Comfortable. Things felt ok. I had structure in my week. Now that is all changing.

I’ve crawled into bed. Wanna disappear. Hearing my inner critic very loud. You’re such a sook Bow. Such a drama queen. Always wanting things your way. Always something to complain about. It’s not always about you. Just suck it up and act your age.

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Been in bed most of the day. It’s been too hard.

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I hear you @Bow

Today sounds like a hard day, and sometimes we just need to safety of our bed

I'm here with you

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You'll be warm and cosy @Bow

I'm spending to much time on the couch. Like it though.

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Your right @Stout its warm and cosy. But it’s really not good for my head. It’s takes me to a lot of dark and scary places.

don’t wanna be alone. Don’t wanna be scared

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I partly understand @Bow when I was jammed with antipsychotics I had those same feelings. Ok now though

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It's not good being alone when inside one is needing someone around to relate to

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@Bow would you explain a little about the scary?

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@Stout My thoughts are dark and scary. And are becoming worse.

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Voices, or something else?
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