My Mosaic

@Bow that's okay hun, I can totally understand why it's taking up so much of your focus!

I'm not bad, just trying to stay warm haha. I just got myself some fingerless gloves yesterday, they have little paws on them so I feel like a lil kitty hehe... except my fingers are cold! Whodathunkit? 🤣

Your gloves sound cute! D got a pair a few weeks ago and wore them non stop for ages. Winter has certainly arrived though @Jynx beanies, layers and boots!

Aww bless @Bow 😊

I know right?! And my clothes are taking FOREVER to dry cos it's just too cold!

So a funny story @Bow

I put the bird next to the tv. Jett was walking past and sore it. He started growling at it and backing away… he was scared!!

My SW was away again today. She has covid.
I dragged myself to groups…. Arts and craft. One other guy was there but he never participates and leaves shortly after it starts. But I sat down at the table with another female SW that I know, hoping to maybe talk with her, but this guy took up the whole time that she was there talking about bloody nrl! I was so annoyed. She knew that I was doing ‘pretty crummy’ from an earlier text and I thought maybe since my SW was away she might of prioritize a chat with me? She then went on her lunch break and a male SW came to take

over. I didn’t wanna talk with him. I didn’t wanna be there anymore. It was horribly awkward. I just shouldn’t have gone in the first place.
Realising how much I rely on my SW and anxious about her potentially being away all week. Already not doing ok. So much stuff in my head taking up space.
Sleep does not give me the break that I desperately need and want.

I'm sorry that happened @Bow

I know you rely on your SW. Hard when they are not there.

Haven't got much to offer but listening.

No one else gets me like she does @Snowie noone asks the right questions. I know it’s bad. Sigh

my CM is suppose to be coming tomorrow morning. I’m wondering if she will have any info regarding ECT. I’m actually dreading the conversation. I’m scared that the only option will be for the 4 week stay and zero leave.

im feeling super dehydrated today. Own fault.

sorry to read that your psych appointment wasn’t so ok

I hope thats not the only option for you @Bow

I know you live close to the hospital so even if you end up in there, you might be able to come home during the day.

Hopefully your CM will ask some questions. Are you truthful with them?

@Bow oh yeesh, I'm sorry to hear you've had such a crappy day, support-wise. I think my brain would explode if I had to sit and listen to someone talk about nrl when I'm trying to focus on things for my wellbeing.

Totally understand the anxiety hun. They won't send you a male replacement SW right?

It’s just frustrating that I was allowed so much leave when I had it done years ago…. You’d think they move forward in care…. Not backwards @Snowie and I know with covid they stopped a lot of leave, but that shouldn’t be an issue anymore.
urgh, it’s just so hard being there for 4 weeks straight.

not always honest with her @Snowie and she is ever the optimist and thinks I’m way more capable. I don’t like it much