My Mosaic

@Bow do you need to chat?

Nothing is ever easy @Snowie

im just over everything

Here with you as well @Bow 💜

Don’t bother @Jynx not worth it

I can understand that @Bow

It's hard when everything feels so hard, sometimes it feels like it all needs to go into that "too hard" basket.

Sometimes you just want a break, sometimes you just want things to go your way, sometimes you just want those choices to be easier. Why does everything have to be so bloody hard? Why can't for once things go my way?

@Bow you're always worth it 💜

But I don't have to stick around if you're not up for chatting, all good.

Aww @Snowie hugs hun, it is rough hey, sometimes we just need to catch a break!

I do this group to hopefully help my ED cause nothing else has remotely helped, but now I have to make a choice between doing this group or doing ECT which could potentially save me for another 6mths or so. But if my ED is relentlessly loud and angry then what’s the point??? I don’t wanna keep on living like this. @Snowie @Jynx

@Bow hmmm a tough choice to be sure. Do you have a time/date when you're needing to make this decision by?

It's a hard choice @Bow

I can say you need to do what is right for you, but even then the choice is still difficult.

It feels like whichever way you go, you are losing out on something. You either have to stop the group and survive, or continue with the group and hope it helps with your ED.

I know they spoke to you about having to do one or the other, but is that the only choice? Can you still choose to do both?

These choices are never easy hon. Unfortunately sometimes only we can make that decision for ourselves.

@Jynx breaks don't seem to exist

That’s how I thought it would go @Snowie that I could do both. My SW said that she would transport me to and from group on the Mondays, I accepted that maybe I’d miss one week when I first start ECT, but that I could still go. But the group facilitator pretty much said today that I need to choose between the 2. That i wouldnt retain much information if I did group while doing ECT.

I don’t really know @Jynx pdoc was looking at ECT starting next week. But I am waiting to hear what it will actually look like. I’m not doing it if I am stuck in hospital for 4 weeks straight. I want to do it as an outpatient or at least lots of leave.