My Mosaic

Hi my dear @Bow

I know things are not great at the moment.

How has your afternoon gone?

I dropped D at her fathers for the afternoon and then crawled into bed and watched a movie @Snowie

no one asked me the right question today..

A movie sounds like a good way to relax a bit @Bow I hope you were able to zone out for awhile.

Could you write down the question and the answer and give it to your SW or CM or whoever you see next? I know we write down things for people when we can't say them out loud. Maybe this might help too.

Yeah I was nice and snuggled under my fluffy blanket @Snowie and then my cat joined me and laid on my chest. His purring was soothing.

I don’t see anyone until Tuesday now 😩

Pj's and oodie on here @Bow snuggled up with the dog!

I'm sure the cat was comfortable, especially with the purring.

Could you write it down and send a picture of it to your CM or SW. Maybe they might be able to reach out to you sooner than next Tuesday. That seems like a bit of a wait.

Sounds nice @Snowie im hoping to be back in bed soon. Just watching some tv on the couch now.

maybe I could send my SW something. I did up some cards a while back for when communicating is difficult and I showed them to her, so she knows about them.

Those cards sound like a good idea too @Bow

I find communicating with written words so much easier than talking.

It is your choice on what you do hon, but honestly I guess I am just worried about how you are able to make it until next Tues without that support. Yes you have us here, but I know that is not the same.

Oh written words are so much easier for me too @Snowie

@I just had a lengthy conversation with my CM. She had read notes from my pdoc appointment today and then my psychologist appointment yesterday. I think I really need check ins over the weekend… and it wasn’t offered. I tried to be honest with her, told her where my head has been and where I feel things are leading. We talked about all sorts of things, but it’s hard to express things verbally about the extend of how much a struggle it all is.

Sometimes it is hard to read between the lines @Bow

Would sending them a message help?

I do think check ins over the weekend might benefit you. Have you got anything on tomorrow? Groups or check in?

Yeah maybe I should just be brave and give my CM a call tomorrow and ask for a couple of phone calls over the weekend @Snowie

I get calls from the organization my SW is with. But I don’t know who is on over the weekend and I don’t feel comfortable talking with them all, especially the guys.

tomorrow my D has zone cross country. It’s local. So I will drop her off in the morning and then go back for her race. That’s about it. My SW will also call.