My Mosaic

Sorry for the confusion and concern @Jynx At this moment I am safe. Sleepiness is finding me and I’m gonna go to sleep. Beyond that I am truly unsure. Nothing feels certain. The thoughts I have. The things I think about and pln. But I shall sleep now.

thanks

I appreciate and needed the huggles

That's okay @Bow thanks for being open with me 😊 I am sorry things are weighing so heavily on you.

I'm glad you're safe for tonight, and hope sleep finds you swiftly. And I've got plenty more huggles whenever you need 😉💜 Nighty night

Good morning dear @Bow

Hoping today goes ok for you. Have you got much on?

@Jynx wishing you a good day too.

Much 💕to all

Morning @Snowie

not feeling it at all today. Last night was rough. And have woken this morning in a bad way.
just at a local cafe. Dropped my car off for a service getting it ready to sell. So have a full day out and about and I feel utterly yuck. Have to walk out to my psych appointment a bit later and then to group. When I dropped my car off the guy said he’ll have it back to me by the end of the day…. Nooo. I want it earlier than that! Fingers crossed it’s finished earlier. And with no issues!

how are you @Snowie ??

Sorry to hear that @Bow How we wake up can affect us so much.

Sounds like a day at home would have been really good and probably needed.

I hope your psych and group go ok hon and that you get your car back earlier than expected.

I am ok thanks. I've been able to get a few more things done the last few days so taking that as a win. Just having a coffee before I start cleaning the inside and outside of my car. Very much overdue.

I’d much prefer to be at home @Snowie currently sitting in the park over the road from comm mh. I’m a bit early for my psych appointment but I couldn’t be bothered walking around the shops anymore. They were way too tempting anyways. I don’t even really wanna go to my psych appointment. I was very tempted to just catch a bus back home and skip everything. But alas, here I am. Feeling like shit. At least the sun is out.
I think maybe my psych will wanna talk about my new group and what we have been doing. I think that’s suppose to be the idea, that we go back to our individual therapist and work on it more. But I feel like it’s just gonna be another session of putting out spot fires 😩 I’m so over this. I’m exhausted. I’m tired of fighting from day to day to keep myself alive.

I can understand wanting to be home @Bow

Hopefully the psych appt. goes ok and it's not too triggering. It's hard when all we do is put out 'spot fires'. Feels like we never get to the actual problems. Just feels like we are constantly treading water.

I'm sorry things are so hard at the moment and all it feels like you are doing just getting by. Sometimes it just feels like we are surviving and not living.

Hi @Bow

I hear you, it's so hard to fight day to day but surviving is an achievement in itself.

We're here sitting with you ❤️

How did the psych appointment go?

It was a rough session @lavenderhaze i wasn’t honest. So what’s the point???

Oh @Bow I am sorry to hear that it was rough

I guess sometimes being honest is not easy and takes time

What do you see the sessions as, what space does it offer you?