My Mosaic

Oh @Bow ,

We are sitting with you hun. Hugs to you.

Hey @Bow ,

I hear you want to do something.

It's an 'out' that's enticing. I hear that.

At the same time, moving forward, we hope you can find ways to soothe yourself in more helpful ways.

Sitting with you.

@Bow 💌💌

Hi @Bow

Wishing you a good day today hon.

Sending lots of love 💌💌

Good afternoon @Snowie hope that your day is going ok?

I seen my pdoc this morning with my SW. He has added 2 new medication. I’m on a lot of meds now 😩 and said I have treatment resistant depression. He said I should see results really quickly with these new meds if they are going to help. I have another appointment with him next week. He has a plan B and then plan C of the possibility of outpatient ECT. He said there are a number of other options but they are not publicly funded.
I’m anxious about these new meds. There was a lot of discussion around my safety as one of them is dangerous apparently.

chatted with my SW too, as the plan was to call and speak with the manager about these stupid new plans for SW. I pulled out my notes and told her that I had made alot

of notes and asked whether it might be possible to just pass them onto him and she said yes . So that was a relief. No awkward phone call.

my CM is visiting sometime this arvo.,, but I forgot to put it in my phone and I can’t remember what time!

@Bow you have fit a lot into this morning and still have more to go.

I am glad your SW was able to go to your pdoc appt. with you. I know the feeling of a lot of meds too. I struggle to keep up with all of mine plus the prn I have. Hopefully these new meds will help you for the long run. It is good that he has plan B and C just in case.

If you end up doing ECT we can be ECT buddies!!

It is great that your SW can pass your notes along to him. Hopefully he reads them, takes on board what you are saying and looks into the decisions he is making.

I hope your visit with your CM goes well too.

Very anxious @Bow

I started a new med in hospital. Very anxious on how it would affect me, any side effects I would get, if it would actually help me.

I think it's normal to have lots of different feelings and thoughts about new meds

I’m so anxious…. So hesitant in taking it @Snowie pdoc said it’s a dangerous med. my CM this afternoon said I need to have bloods done regularly to check the levels. And I think I get even more anxious cause I’m starting it at night. I’ll admit I tend to catastrophes things…. But what if I have a reaction while I’m asleep?!