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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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@Bow, yes fever can cause delusions and hallucinations, and it’s completely valid to feel scared because it was not expected.

I am glad to hear the painkiller helped, I hope she continues to get better.

I hope you can get some rest in hon, it sounds like it’s been very stressful for you with D being unwell. Sending you hugs 💖🫂

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Im glad her temp is coming down @Bow. It freak mum out when it happened to dad. So I can’t even begin to understand how bad it was for you.

Hopefully the bloods just show a virus.

Thinking of you both. One positive she will sleep well when you get home so hopefully you will too.

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We are home now. Bloods were all fine and they have just put it down to a virus. But to definitely come back if she has anymore episodes of delusion.
She seems a bit better tonight. Having something to eat finally.
I’ll have to go get some of that medication they gave her at the hospital, I thought we had some but I’ve looked in all the cupboards!
I can now hopefully relax a little, I was a very worried mumma bear last night and today. D said I could go to bed early tonight!


I now need to have something to eat myself. I grab an up and go as we headed out the door to the hospital, and didn’t get the chance to have anything else… was tempted to ask a nurse if there was a sandwich around and explain I’ve just come out of hospital myself and need to eat… but I didn’t. So I was under for my lunch. And I’m really not hungry now.

thanks for your support @creative_writer @Captain24 @Eve7

hope you’ve all had an alright day

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@Bow, I am happy to hear the blood was fine. Being a worried mama bear is totally natural. I think most mums would be very anxious.

I hope you can grab something to eat and get an early night, you sound very exhausted 💖🫂

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I'm sorry to hear your daughter was so unwell! That's sounds so scary @Bow .

Hope she gets better. What a way to spend the night/day.

Are you okay?

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I’m glad you are home and that the bloods showed nothing @Bow. Hopefully her temp will stay down for you and you both get some sleep.

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I’m okish @tyme relieved that she is ok. And I am so tired.
being in the ED was pretty triggering though.

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I'm sure it was triggering @Bow . For me, hospitals, clinics, ambulance, police, emergency are all triggering for me....

Hope you both get a good rest.

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Yeah…. Same @tyme

I was laying in bed really late last night and I heard sirens and they were getting closer and closer and my first thought was ‘f… what did I say to someone….. but I didn’t talk to anyone. 😩

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I can relate. Every time I heard sirens, i had the same thought "Are the coming for me?"

I had to do a lot of work with my psych to become desensitised to it. As soon as I stopped the therapy, then it's slowly starting again. I need to go back and do some more therapy I think. @Bow

Hope it gets better for you.

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