My Mosaic

Hugs @Bow . I’m hearing you. I’m so sorry it’s so hard for you right now.

I wish you had access to the same support I did.

Also, I’ve just added a spoiler tag to your post above - hope that’s okay.

Thanks @tyme , that’s fine.

it’s just like my ED being another way to not be here…. So is a current health condition I have.

It sounds incredibly draining and difficult @Bow

Are you linked in with any ED recovery groups? I wonder if hearing their stories will encourage you?

I’m so sorry that you are feeling this way. @Bow It’s such a hard place to be sitting. The exhaustion, the weariness. I feel you.

What are you watching on tv?

No, no recovery groups @tyme and really my ED is the least of my worries at the moment to be honest.

started a series on Netflix today @Captain24 can’t remember what it’s called.

just tried scbs. They were dismissive.
heads going down a dark path

It’s hard when that happens @Bow . Would you be willing to try again or another helpline?

Do you want distraction? Would that help at all?

Hey @Bow just sitting with you and adding my support for you.

Is there any distraction that might help for a while?

💙🩵💙

@Bow

sitting with you

i was also reading along

is there anything that helps when these triggers pop up?

im also sorry about the helplines. they really can be abit of a pot luck. ive not had to much luck with them in the past. sometimes i feel the supports on the other end need some extra support with their training in how to help others in a crisis.

Thanks @outlander

not particularly. It’s already such a vulnerable time of the year for me. I feel shit now. Sorry.

think I need to just log off for a while. Go do something to make myself feel safe.

thanks