Busy week as usual @Snowie and feeling overwhelmed by it already .
my support worker came by earlier this morning. Checked in on me.
did the groceries… fark I hate doing the groceries as I never know what to get. I did have to buy myself a can of V though while walking the isles…. I was feeling so dehydrated and really unwell, probably not the best option of drink though 🫣
home to the treadmill…. And someone from the comm mh team called. We chatted for a bit and the he realised I was in the tready and ask if I could get off it while we talked 😩 annoying. He was good though, his the other psychologist on the team, knows me, asked all the right questions. Reminded me where I’ll probably find myself in the coming days…. 😩
while talking he let me know that my pdoc appointment on Friday has changed. He said it actually got cancelled but he fought for me have some kind of appointment. So now it’s at a time that my SW can’t attend 😠 which I am super bloody annoyed about. Really needed my SW there. She will try and organise a replacement but it ain’t the same.
this week I have arts and craft tues. Wedn psychologist and then my mindful journalling. Bloods and catching up with my friend on Thursday. And then pdoc and go phone call… which will no clash too. Oh well.
feelinh heaps vulnerable today. How does one keep soldiering on like this every day. I am shattered by it all .I don’t think I got enough