Initial greetings

Hi, is anyone out there currently listening? I'm a functioning technophobe, so not sure what to expect or when to expect it. The great unknown.
I'm presently engaged in trying to befriend my inner maniac after months of r&r sailing in a fairly stable state of depression, that part of myself is much easier for my loved ones. My inner maniac does tend to sort the wheat from the chaff in terms of friends, but my depressive self doesn't condone engaging with my treasured friends, the ones with hearts and minds strong enough to fly with me or forgive my warped illusions of glamour. Hello out there anyway. Be kind to yourself.