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Sorry that you've had a crappy day @Former-Member. I know the feeling of somethings not right. Spent the day overanalysing why I was not myself. Probably a huge waste of time on my behalf. I thought I'd lost my census too as I had a phone call half way through but was a bit lucky as most of it auto saved. It sucks that it didn't work for you. It's been a long time since I've enjoyed something I used to so I'm with you on that. Most of the time now I've got used to it. I haven't given up hope that someday something will replace it and I'll find joy in something new. Keep hangin in there @Former-Member. Maybe some time time back in nature to reinvigorate you is needed. Sometimes just being able to scream and shout helps release a bit too. I have a friend and we have a FFS (middle letter swear word) code to let each other know that we are about to dump our frustrations out, if you don't here is as good a place as any to offload 😄 Take care, thinking of you. 💜😊.

Thanks @Former-Member.

Hi @Former-Member and @Former-Member It's nearly midnight and I still can't get onto the census site.

I can't imagine that they would fine people, seeing as the site says, busy, try in 15 minutes. It's being saying that all night.

I think i'll leaving it until the morning.

I hope you both get a good sleep and have a better day tomorrow. I actually dozed on the couch this evening, I very rarely do that, busy day. Now I feel wide awake.

Nighty night.

Hi @Former-Member I was told I could get on and do it early to miss the rush, but could not log in ... so wasted half an hour there .. our internet is on go very slow mode ... so I agreed with my son that we would do it tomorrow anyway ... then I turn computer and the site ... is down down down ...

Dont reflect random little upsets onto global assessments of your own character. It is so easy to do I know.

Heaps of people, often guys like to generalise about the chaos that is family life. With 4 on your hands that can generate a lot of chaos... that is not actually you .. its about surfing the wave and getting all the little chaos dragons flying in formation ... occasionally ..

What is a mad woman anyway ...my handwriting varies greatly with my mood ... I first noticed that when I would nod off at work ... and my writing would trail off and my head would drop and I'd jerk awake ... and see the dreadful sign that I had done it at work ... did anyone see ...

One of the advantages of my life is that it has been rich with diverse experiences .. I know how a lot of different people live .. many people make some banal attempt to hide or cover the chaos ... when there are visitors ... some people have more rooms and doors they can close and covers they can drape over messes ... dont internalise all things as meaning bad about you .. try to get into an automatic .. flick that thought back out there ...

DOnt know if that helps .. but I'd love to know more about the 4 people who are leaning on you.

Apple

Thank you @Apple blossom..