Hi Petrichor,
I am so sorry I have been ages replying. I have had a horrible time. My birthday came and I was supposed to be taken out to dinner but my daughter's car had a flat battery so we went in my car. My puppy was sick so we had to pick her up and take her to the 24hr place. We got lost and I had a traffic accident. A few days after that I SH and was sent into the mental health wing of our hospital. I am okay; physically, but my car is still off the road. Mentally I am doing it tough.
I still feel very alone and misunderstood, except by you. I really, really did appreciate your response. I still feel the same. That I am a female trapped in a male body. I long to be a female so I could be close with other females. So I am a lesbian trapped in a man's body. Sigh...........
I hope you are doing better. At least as well as you can. It is nice to know that someone else understands these complicated, turmoil of feelings.
Take care. I will try to be around SANE more from now on.
Warm regards, Is anybodyThere?.