Hi,
is anyone still awake? I feel my head catching up with me. I tried to leave it in hospital, but it didn't work. Jokes aside. I've started ticking a couple of my early warning signs since hospital and ticking a few more today. I don't know what to do with that data. Well I do, as it's in my plan, but I can't imagine to go through & put others through let's call it 'another episode' - sounds so harmless.
I'm tired of trying to figure out and battling my demons. I can't compartmentalise or focus on 'just one thing'. I just stand in an empty room fantasising about my floating gender and then I get smashed with memories, flashbacks from the past, get triggered in the present...