Hi and welcome, @Nicole1 , it's good you've joined, where people can understand what you're going through.
I have anxiety which on ocasion becomes severe...it really sucks, and I don't have any answers for you. It can be truly debilitating.
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I hope you enjoy exploring the forums, and can find people who understand.