Woah I've changed a fair bit!

I was watching a movie last night with my girlfriend and it featured mental illness. At one point in the film, the character living with MI becomes quite distressed and uncontrollable. I remember that is what I used to be like. At one point I was looking like living at a group home, away from the general community, for the rest of my life.

I fast forward to now, I still have delusions and still hear voices. However, I am able to function in the community and live a fairly 'normal' life. I have an amazing relationship and am studying to become a mental health case worker (I'll remember the poor treatment I've received over the years from many a case worker and take that on board).

I guess although I still fit the 'criteria' for schizophrenia, I have improved. I've been on so many medications, I can barely remember them all now. I think I've largely improved though due to my own self reliance and strength rather than chemical interventions. I still have the odd hospital admission, but I am gathering my own set of tools on how to recover and be independent in life and rely less and less on the 'system'.

It really surprised me last night watching the film and explaining to my girlfriend just how unwell I was back then. I guess recovery is possible! If I can get there, I think just about anybody can. 🙂

Thanks for reading.